December 2009
94 posts
Up again, can’t sleep. It’s almost one in the morning but doesn’t even feel like it. Don’t really have anything on my mind, I’m just not tired. It’s odd though because it’s normally the other way around. Waking up early in the morning to help Trevor clean out the garage so we can actually comfortably fit people in there. [side note: wow, the tv’s on...
Born Ruffians- Barnacle Goose
My brother has a girl with her own apartment, so now he never comes home.. or reply’s to my texts.
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Q-tip - Life is better
Christmas was alright. Everyone got along and dinner was good. Left early to make my way over to Hollister for the weekend. Hung out with my little cousin. It was alright, somewhat boring but whatever. Ordered pizza from the place where an old friend works. Hadn’t talked/see him in about a year. Overall and interesting weekend. Stuck with nothing to do tonight, because of course no one is...
To my followers
I changed my blog name. Btw
LIFES GOOD IN ALL CAPS
And the loneliness starts to creep up. It’s 2:06 in the morning. It always comes around this time. But it’s worse for some reason tonight. It’s Christmas morning. I have no one to stay up with; no one to talk to at this hour. Kinda of sucks, but I’m used to it by now. Maybe some day this will all go away. What I’m feeling. The thoughts just don’t stop. I stopped...
The first Christmas without my dog Daisy.
Watchi could watch fixed videos all day
WatchSo dope, love it
132 pages later. I just looked through my dashboard until I hit the posts I saw the last time I was on tumblr. Like 2 hours ago. Bleh My finger hurts from scrolling on my laptop. Today was chill. Hung out with my girlfriend Mo for most of the day. Ran a bunch of errands for my dad, and cleaned the house for my mom. Family is coming over tomorrow. Came fast. I still can’t believe it’s...
My perfect guy
Someone who I can hit up whenever, and they are always down to kick it. Has to be chill and open minded about things. Someone who isn’t too serious, but knows when too be. A guy that can make me laugh all the time. He has to have good taste in music. Likes to kick back, but also go out and do things. Adventures are always fun. Someone who smokes cigarettes only so they don’t bug me...
Can’t sleep. Watching “Gone Too Far” the DJ AM show. Kinda makes me feel uneasy. This 21 year old is seven months pregnant, with her second child, and has been smoking meth the whole time. How anyone could do that to their unborn child is fucking insane to me. My mind is mellow right now, which is interesting. Normally it’s running like crazy at this time of night....
Today was amazing. I got so much done. I was well over half way done with my final essay that separated me from my winter break. I did all my chores around the house. Cleaned my room and even redecorated some of my walls with my photography. It was peaceful and I was content. I was home alone all day. Around 6:30 or so, my dad picked me up and we went to get dinner. I came home, turned on the...
I want my nipple/or nipples pierced super bad. But I’ve been reading about how bad it hurts and it’s somewhat changing my mind. I don’t have the money for it right now, so I still have time to decide. I really really want it done, but I’m kind of trippin’ off it right now. Everyone says it’s worth it after though.
RIP
Today is the day you died exactly one year ago. I’m still not sure why it was you. But I guess I will never know. All I know is that I miss you dearly. I know they say you’re in a better place now but whats better than bieng on this earth with the people you love. I know your looking down on us but I wish you were looking at me face to face. I loved the way you laughed and how you...
Being in my head is draining. Very fucking draining. My thoughts won’t ever stop.
This weekend was chill. Hung out with Trevor and Morgan like every day. Studied a little bit for finals today. I think I’m prepared, but hey we will find out. Want this week to be over soon. To bad it hasn’t even started. I waited on my mom for most of the day so it was somewhat wasted. Fucked around on my bike. Learned that I need to not give up. Sometimes I just think things will...
my brother dancing=priceless